Waiting on the Lord........

We have been in Pa. for a few weeks now. It doesn't seem like we have a life yet though. I know that if God calls us to live here then we will start feeling like we belong. I do miss my old life down South still. It is still hard over a year later, to completely let go of what once was. I have never felt such a sence of belonging as I did there. For the first time in my life it all felt complete. Perfect. ( I know it wasn't perfect for nothing ever is but it was wonderful ) Yet just as a wave can come and slowly wash away parts of our sand creation we carefully built, our life was slowly washed away part by part. I know that the Lord can rebuild our life for us all over again. This time on a more solid foundation. Hopefully a more permanent one too ! LOL I really long for a place to call home. A home of our own. A place we can just be a family and feel settled. Chad's toys , books, ext have been in storage for so long. I find I don't need most of my stuff ( even though I do miss my clothes and shoes that are packed away ) but I feel bad for Chad. Most of his Christmas presents from last year were not even opened up ( they were unwrapped but not opened to play with ) and soon there will be another Christmas ! I do not want him to miss out on his childhood. I want him to have his Lego's , stuffed animal, his belongings. the things he associated with who he was as a child. Please keep us in prayer as we wait on the Lord to settle us in somewhere.